My Life As I Know It...

My blog is in desperate need of an update, so here it is.

Have you ever been confused? Have you ever feared what is yet to come?

I honestly can say "yes" to the two questions above. I honestly don't know who I am. I am confused, and I am scared shitless of my life ahead of me.

It really sucks that I have had my whole life mapped out for myself since I was younger, I had this "plan," and now I don't really think it is all going to pan out the way I dreamed, and it is extremely disheartening.

I have realized that being a certain way will definitely change my future, and it scares me. Me, an outcast? I never saw that coming.

You are probably confused about what I am talking about... and to be honest with you, I am confused too.

I think I might figure it out soon, and you will be the first to know.

<3jill